Diary · Page 8

November 24, 2024

So tired. Went to visit parents today because of █████████████████. Touched cat after so long.

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November 23, 2024

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I really just don’t feel like doing anything at all. I …

November 22, 2024

Watched Kanon (2006) for the whole day. It’s a cozy, snowy, sad, cute anime. I really liked it. While watching it I constantly felt bittersweet. And when I was done with watching it, as with any other…

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November 21, 2024

First real snowy day!!

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Felt extremely tired again for most of the day. Spent about 4 hours in bed after waking up, …

November 20, 2024

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November 19, 2024

So insanely tired lately. I think Zoloft or Lyrica is making me much more tired than usual. I hope this effect will stop after the transitional period.

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November 18, 2024

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Woke up from intercostal neuralgia pain, and h…

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November 17, 2024

Woke up from bombing, but fell asleep again after 20 minutes. This time I wasn’t very scared or anxious from it, probably because of the meds I’m taking.

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November 16, 2024

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November 15, 2024

So much staring at the screen. My website is so cozy when it’s snowing. Was trying to make myself start doing assignments for the whole day and finally at 1 AM managed to start and possibly finished a…

November 14, 2024

A lot of bedding today. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I’ve been dreaming of world for a game I wan…

November 13, 2024

Woke up without anxiety and feeling pretty well. I assume Lyrica works. I went on my website, which I didn’t do for a while, and noticed that it’s snowing now. It’s code I made a while ago, and it’s n…

Tags: #out #food

November 12, 2024

Went to hospital today. Visited neurologist and I shared that Stresam stopped working. It was expected though, it’s only for short-term management of anxiety.

She wanted me to take it first, just in…

November 11, 2024

Feeling quite overwhelmed with amount of things I need to do. Got more commissions and I still need to finish my assignments…

Went to gym today and on the way there got my Macbook!! Ran 2.01km toda…

November 10, 2024

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November 9, 2024

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November 8, 2024

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November 7, 2024

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November 6, 2024

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November 5, 2024

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Dad is in hospital now. I hope he’ll be fine and his legs will get better.

Kinda rotted for most of the day. Fe…

November 4, 2024

It gets dark so early now. For some reason, my room has been more yellow than usual. Probably because sun is actually visible during sunset instead of going behind the other apartment building.

Anxie…

November 3, 2024

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November 2, 2024

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November 1, 2024

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October 31, 2024

Wow, weirdly my muscles on legs hurt much more than yesterday. Usually the peak of pain from training in gym comes a day after but for some reason it’s today. Feels like I really overtrained them thou…

October 30, 2024

Apparently, largest supermarket in the city has delivery option. Damn, if I knew this earlier I would order so much stuff by now.

Now I can have a selection of much more tasty treats and food than I…

October 29, 2024

Went to gym today and trained legs again. I’m scared to train hands because when I did it, my neuralgia always came back. So I’m probably just gonna continue training only legs.

When I came on tread…

October 28, 2024

More rotting today. Got nothing to do today, except doing more fixing to the same commission…

I want to go to New York. Well, I wanted to do it for the most of my conscious life. But I was recently…

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October 27, 2024

Rotting today. Literally nothing to do, so just layed in bed and did nothing. Played Yume 2kki.

Apparently, Techno Condominium has a secret path that leads to a long, long way to Lavender Waters, one…

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October 26, 2024

I’m feeling so nice today. Not having anxiety makes me feel actually alive for once after so long. I’m taking Stresam, and unfortunately you’re not supposed to take it for longer than a month, so I fe…

October 25, 2024

Had to wake up early today to go to the hospital. Got my leg’s arteries scanned, and they are seemingly fine. After that I went to rheumatologist and told about coldness in feet. It seems that I almos…

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October 24, 2024

Finally bought an infrared heater. It’s so satisfying to be in front of it. For some reason it feels better than normal radiator heating.

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October 23, 2024

Went to gym today again, and only trained legs.

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October 22, 2024

Wow, I think anxiety meds actually work. I keep feeling anxiety inside, but it’s very suppressed. It’s an extremely weird feeling. But it feels super awesome to not feel physical pain!

Went to hosp…

October 21, 2024

Used a taxi for the first time in my life. Was very anxious about it, but it was fast and convenient… As always I’m more anxious about stuff than needed.

Got to hospital and started the trip throug…

Tags: #out
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