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Not really satisfied with coding speed of person I hired. I really need someone cracked like I was back in times. Ughhhh, it’s so difficult to find someone though.
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Did Stochastic Systems exam, and got 12/40. I only needed to get at least 1/40 to pass because of my other assignments, so it’s fine.
Then had the scariest class for me, the one i didn’t finish any assignments for. For some reason, assignments were same as last year so I wasn’t sure what I even was supposed to do. I told her that, and she said that it might’ve been dean’s mistake and called her. Andd she told me I don’t have to do it again and can go! Yayy.
Realtor came today to assemble the door on one of the wardrobes. Landlord is a really annoying lady. Keeps being talking about details that don’t even matter.
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Still felt anxious and sad for the most part. Couldn’t make myself be productive much. Might’ve finally found someone to hire.
This isn’t winter. I can’t believe we are in the middle of winter right now. The weather feels like autumn, and I genuinely forgot it’s actually winter right now. There was basically no snowy days at all apart from like 3.
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SvelteKit is also being super annoying too. I hate fighting with the framework. I hate webdev so much.
Brother and parents came with my new computer. I was excited to finally see it, but they also gave me ████████████████████████████████████████████. Started feeling extremely anxious, so I couldn’t feel happy about new computer at all. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. Family consoled me, and after a bit we started assembling it all.
Took us a while to figure out all wiring, but eventually we got this:
After around a minute, computer booted. Me and my brother tried connect it to WiFi, but suddenly it got a bluescreen.
We restarted it, tried again, and got another one. And then another one. Weirdly every bluescreen had a different error.
Another weird thing was that monitors didn’t show anything at all until Windows booted. We were kinda stuck, and contacted the support telling them what’s going on. We’ve decided to connect old monitors, and suddenly all boot imagery and Bios could actually be seen. I’ve decided to try resetting Bios settings to default. Restarted the computer. All bluescreens stopped. Yay. And for some reason new monitors also started working before Windows boot too.
For some reason, WiFi speed was EXTREMELY slow, basically unusable, so we’ve decided to go to shop to get Ethernet cable. We went to █████████████ and bought the cable. I also needed some cleaning supplies, so we walked to █████████████ and… ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
Came back home with all the stuff, and brother left me. Started to look into moving the files from laptop to PC. God, it was SO annoying. First, I tried to use Ethernet cable to send everything over. It didn’t work. Computer just didn’t see the laptop at all. Then I tried USB. It also didn’t work. Then I tried setting up FTP server. It kept throwing me random errors. Extremely frustrated, I’ve decided to just use the slowest and dumbest method and just used my old HDD and USB to SATA connector, and sent files there and then from it to the PC. Then all that was left was just installing the programs and setting everything up.
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Just had first class of this exam season. Was chill as hell as always. I’m always super anxious about classes, but they always turn out completely fine. Everything was over in 15 minutes and I was back to sleeping.
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Went with dad to pick up my 2 new monitors and keyboard.
Not sure if I like this keyboard tbh. I think it’s not as comfortable as my current Microsoft keyboard.
Won’t unpack new monitors until my new PC finally arrives.
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While I’m still waiting for my new PC, I also ordered 2 new monitors and mechanical keyboard. Gonna really have an insane upgrade from all my old trash.
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Lately it’s been a bit difficult to write new diary posts. I keep writing posts on the next day, instead of doing it immediately, which makes them more bland as memory goes away.
Felt quite anxious today. University exam period is starting very soon, and I didn’t really finish some assignments because I don’t know how to do them. Worried about how call with professor will go… It’s embarassing to say you didn’t do it 😭
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Started watching Toradora.
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15 minutes and my lens were in. Better and better. Just can’t get over the fact that ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Felt sad for the whole day because of this.
Went to gym today. Just couldn’t stop being amazed at 4K world. Looked at the road that goes out of city, and instead of blurry line it’s now a bunch of bright dots.
After gym got to buy these amazing chips:
Few days ago I tried blue ones, and they were one of the best chips in my life. So I had to buy all other flavors. Also on the way home bought noodles from vending machine (which was really cool and unusual).
Ate it for the dinner. It was good!
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Putting lens in was much easier today! Instead of 2 hours only took 20 minutes. Slowly learning…
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Then we went to the barbershop. Apparently I fucked up with signing up, so I had to sign up again 2 hours later… So we went to a restaurant and ate. This is my first daytime with good vision. Everything is so pretty. After restaurant we just walked around and I enjoyed the view. There was a lot of birds on the trees. It was beautiful.
Then I came back to barbershop. During the haircut, the barber accidentally cut my mole. It kinda bled a lot, and in the end he said that the haircut will be free. I guess that’s nice, even though it does quite hurt. The haircut itself… fine I guess. Not a huge fan of how I look after fresh cut, it’ll definitely start looking better after a month.
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After 2 more hours of struggles, I finally managed to put contacts in… God I hope it’ll be easier later. Went to eat for the first time at 6 PM.
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Tried to put on the contact lenses for about 2 hours, and failed to do so :(((((((
Really sad about this. I expected it to be tricky, but not this hard. Ugh. In the end I just gave up and went outside to get some food without lens…
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