Cleaner came and… cleaned. This time I talked to them a bit, and we actually had a really nice conversation. I asked them to not tell owner about anything because they keep bothering me about it and…

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Basically spent entire day playing Rain World The Watcher today. And I have finished it. The main story is really beautiful, I enjoyed it a lot. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

Got brought to parents home today again, and me, brother and dad bought steaks and fried them outside.

Just talked abou…

Went to a place with dad that I really like. I took my binoculars with me, and it opened new sights that I’ve never seen before. It was beautiful as always.

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Dad called me. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I called brother and told him that …

Nothing changed, I still have the same mild symptoms. Haven’t been able to do much today.

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Woke up being sick… What the hell man, I literally was sick like just a month before… So far I don’t have fever, but I feel like it’ll get worse.

We will be hosting a Nekozine! And also we’ll c…

Got woken up by parents going to supermarket and taking me with them. We arrenged this a few days ago, so I can’t be mad for waking me up. I bought them a bunch of things they needed at home. We ate a…

Continued with moderation improvements. Trained on piano and ███████████████████████████████████.

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A lot of people complained about moderation on Nekoweb server, so I did a bunch of improvements like more mods, new rules, and some other things.

Went to gym with brother today, though we just ended…

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Piano finally arrived today.

I’m happy to say that it barely, but did fit.

Quite a productive day. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Life energy is finally coming back after flu.

The synth I bought is listed as 128.3cm on site, and I …

Added HTTP/3 support to UltimateExpress today.

UltimateExpress is now #3 on TechEmpower benchmark and #1 on […

Synth was supposed to arrive today, but apparently I forgot to change delivery city from default one, and now I have to wait 3 more days… Not sure how that actually happened ugh…

Didn’t do anyth…

Played Hypixel with 12 people in private lobbies. Pretty fun.

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I refused to go to gym today. I don’t like it. My brother keeps saying it’s for my health, and he’s right. But every time I go there, I feel terrible afterwards. I dont understand people who say that …

When I woke up, I saw a semi-dream. Something about how a game I make could look like.

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Went to gym today. Every time I go to gym I feel bad and sad. I don’t know why people always say it makes you feel good. I’m always super bored there.

Just played more Hypixel afterwards.

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Played more Hypixel today…

Been feeling melancholic after playing the VN. Just like with any other good media. Listening to Liebestraume No. 3 all day. Makes me want to learn playing piano.

I actually looked into buying a synt…

It’s ironic. It’s genuinely so funny how today I’m facing the consequences of my actions, after complaining about feeling dirty…

Layed in bed and listened to wind for a few hours as always.

Started playing Totono today… I’m not very good at writing up my opinion on media I consume. I don’t know how do people write lengthy po…

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Old-roommate asked to use my apartment to celebrate his birthday. I agreed.

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Cleaning person came today. Bored and tired all day… When will this stop…

There’s nothing to do.

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So bored. Soooo bored. I feel like flu gave me depression or something. Everything is boring and tiring. Played a bit of Yume 2kki, but my head kept feeling very weird all the time. Constantly feeling…

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Day 8. I’m finally going back home. Only a bit of cough and weakness left.

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Day 7. I’m finally feeling like I’m recovering. Only coughing and weakness left. Continued watching Psycho-pass all day.

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Day 6. Throat hurts a bit less now, but the coughing just doesn’t stop. Soooo annoying.

Started watching Psycho-pass today. Makes me feel very conflicted. I feel like I want … to both win and lose…