Diary · Page 11

January 9, 2025: Move

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Walked to the apartment and met brother and realtor. Had to wait for a while for person with keys to show up, and then we were in the apartment.

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We started to look at every lil broken thing in it, to document everything so that it doesn’t get blamed on me. The owner is sadly too perfectionist. Even the tiniest scratch makes her a bit mad, so I fear that living with landlord like that might suck.

Then, I got the contract. Read everything, it was fine. Signed it. Paid for everything. Got keys. It’s mine now!


Had to hurry to the exchanger before it closed. When we got there, we realized that the door was closed and had a notice on door saying that exchanger is closed. We got confused for a bit, and thought that I got scammed or that we came too late.

But then we noticed that there’s a button nearby the door. We pressed it, and a girl answered asking us what we came here for. We got stunned, but told that we are here to exchange money. She asked who we came here. More confusion. I checked the message I got from the site. It told to tell that we came to Angelina. We told her that we came to Angelina, and the door opened. Crazy level of conspiration. The interior looked like a common bank.

She then asked who initiated the exchange. The thing is, I used some extremely dumb username on the site like «aueaaeauo» and I had to say that IRL, and while I was doing it we all started to laugh. Then she put the money in counting machine, and I finally received my cash. We recounted it and went out.

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We then went to buy a chair, but couldn’t do it because I didn’t have UAH cash and they didn’t have a banking terminal, and they told us to come tomorrow when they get a terminal.

We were hungry, so we made a plan to order food to my new place and invite my roommate there to eat and show him the new apartment. We called him and ordered Sushi. After a little while, he came, but apparently he was busy with something so we had to put Sushi in the fridge and come with him to help him with car and also carry my stuff.

We came to my old apartment, my brother helped him with car while I started taking my stuff to bags. I don’t have that much stuff. All my belongings could be fit in 5 bags. We took around 3/4 of everything and brought it to the new apartment, and decided to get the rest tomorrow. Finally got to eat food. Roommate didn’t join us because he wasn’t in the mood.

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After a bit of unpacking and talking, brother went home. Just like my first move, felt really melancholic. Maybe a bit lonely. But eventually I fell asleep.

January 8, 2025

Proper gym time after a while. Got told that I’ll only get keys for apartment tomorrow. ██████████████████████████████████████ After gym, we went to a cool fancy restaurant.

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After we ordered food, I checked my phone and ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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Probably was the fanciest restaurant I’ve been yet. Got Risotto and Duck with pear. Everything was really good.

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January 7, 2025

Brother came over and told me we should go to gym. I just woke up so I told no. He kept insisting, but eventually gave up.

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January 6, 2025

Didn’t take much time between me getting up and me being driven to the apartment.

Took a short drive, and arrived to the building, where we met the realtor. After a short talk and ride on the elevator, we were in.

The apartment looked great! I was definitely not disappointed in it. Pretty much the same as it was on the photos. And what’s important, it actually has a computer table, although it’s on the balcony. But overall I really liked it.

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With not much hesistation, I said that I want to rent it. The realtor videocalled the owner and gave her phone to me. The owner was suprisingly an older lady. For some reason, because apartment looked modern, I expected the owner to be young too, but I guess not.

She told me that the previous tenant was awful, kept partying and inviting people and drinking, and she had to order cleaning service and fix a bunch of things. She was suspicious of me, and hoped that I wasn’t like this too. She said that she wants that the apartment would get checked every month, which kinda sucks. I understand her, but I for sure don’t like the prospect of being monitored this often. But I guess it is what it is.

So it looks like I’ll be moving in in 2 days! Moving all my stuff will for sure be annoying, but whatevs. After this, we went to the restaurant.

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Had a long chat with brother and dad there. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

Got home when it was already dark. It was really cold outside.

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January 5, 2025

Tomorrow I’ll finally visit the apartment I want to rent!

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January 4, 2025

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What a shit start to the year.

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January 3, 2025

Felt very sad and anxious for the first part of the day. Brother left job early, and came over and told me that we should go to gym today. I didn’t sleep enough, so I was really sleepy and told him that I’m gonna sleep more and we should go at our usual time.

Then he went out to do whatever he needed to do, while I did my usual morning routine (and didn’t sleep since), and then got up and started my day.

Continued being sad for the most part. At 6 PM brother called me telling me to get ready, so after 5 minutes I was in the car going to the gym. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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Moon was looking sharp today, with Venus behind. It was snowing a little bit.

We went to the pool today. After swimming for a bit, we finally decided to go to the "hot area", which includes hot tubs kinda stuff.

We went inside the Jacuzzi. It was my first time ever, and it was for sure great to chill after all the anxiety.

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After that we went into Finnish Sauna and then went for some other things I forgot name of. It was really really nice, especially given that I was feeling anxious before.

When we came back from the gym, we found a surprise on our car 🐈 🐾

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We didn’t even bother cleaning it. Went to a restaurant after.

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Fancy steak presentation. My phone got to 0% battery at this point. Talked more about ██████████████████████, and then I went home. Got onto my computer and ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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It was snowing at night.

January 2, 2025

Woke up barely sleeping and feeling very anxious.

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January 1, 2025

Slept for 12 hours today. Went back home from parents.

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Tags: #out

December 31, 2024

Got up a little late, and dad picked me up. We got our food ready and started eating at around 7 PM.

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Pat my cat a lot.

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After that went back in my room and continued writing my new blog post. I was a little sleepy, but sleeping right now would be a crime.

Parents called me to get downstairs, since president started speaking to the nation. It was 20 minutes before new year.

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A lot of words. About war, courage, peace, death and everything else that happened.


Well, it’s the end of the year. Let’s summarize the events.

  • Launched Nekoweb
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  • Froze Whispy
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  • Finally got medical examination, relieved some of my worries
  • Tried various anti-anxiety medications. Most stopped working or had too bad side effects, so stopped doing all. But after doing them all I feel much better! Makes me appreciate my hyperactiveness too because I’m so productive
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It was a good year. Certainly much better than 2023. Hopefully 2025 will be finally the year of peace and freedom. I also aim to make a million dollars in 2025!!! Happy new year to everyone who’s reading this, even though the earliest you could read it will be in February…

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December 30, 2024

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December 29, 2024

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Roommate brought 2 tiny hamsters and told to look after them, and he’ll gift them to his girlfriend in a couple of hours. They’re pretty cute, even though one of them pooped on my hand.

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Funnily enough, her girlfriend didn’t really appreciate the gift I think. This is why I don’t think gifting pets is a good idea, unless the person specifically said they want them. It’s a big responsibility to care for a pet.

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December 28, 2024

Got up at 3 PM, and realized that I was supposed to go to theatre at 4 PM today, so had to get ready quick.

Dad picked me up. Mom was supposed to come with us, but █████████████████████████████████.

After a short drive and a walk, we got there in 15 minutes.

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Interior of the theatre was quite beautiful. The last time I was here was around 8 years ago, during a school trip to see some other theatre play. We got into our sits and waited until the play started, and talked about my █████████████.

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Play was «A Christmas Carol» (the one with Scrooge). I liked it. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

After I got home I took a little nap and then got onto coding. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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December 27, 2024

Determination.

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Wanted to ████████████████████████████████, but brother made me go to gym again. Uguuu, I want to code instead of doing it…

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After gym, went to restaurant and ate some yummies.

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Then got back home and took a nap.

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December 26, 2024

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