It’s ironic. It’s genuinely so funny how today I’m facing the consequences of my actions, after complaining about feeling dirty for not facing them yesterday. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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It’s one of a kind trope, isn’t it? And yet the only VNs I watched or played both have the same thing. And all other VNs will never have something like this again. They’ll be 'normal’. Did I fuck up my perception forever?

Life is like a staircase. You just gotta keep climbing. But when the time came, there was a choice I had to make. And the choice I made made me realize that this is actually the best VN I could ever read as first one. In every VN I’ll ever read after, there will be someone I’ll be looking for.

Someone I didn’t have time to take on a date in this iteration.

Layed in bed and listened to wind for a few hours as always.

Started playing Totono today… I’m not very good at writing up my opinion on media I consume. I don’t know how do people write lengthy posts about every game they play.

This is basically the first visual novel I ever played. I only watched a DDLC let’s play before.

I finished a bad and good ending, and now I have to do some other actions to see completely different route. But I hate it. I really hate replaying the game. My immersion is broken, and I feel incredibly dirty, like my actions don’t matter at all. And I hate to see my actions being meaningless.

That’s all I have to say about this.