Got up a little late, and dad picked me up. We got our food ready and started eating at around 7 PM.

Pat my cat a l…

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Got up at 3 PM, and realized that I was supposed to go to theatre at 4 PM today, so had to get ready quick.

Dad picked me up. Mom was supposed to come with us, but █████████████████████████████████. …

Determination.

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Felt sooo sleepy until like 4 PM. Ate more tasty things from yesterday, and watched Home Alone.

It’s difficult to make myself rest and do unproductive things once again. I constantly want to code and…

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Realtor called me and told me that…

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Went to gym today. The weather was nice again. We went to supermarket and I bought some treats. Ran for 4.74 km this tim…

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Just when I woke up, roommate came to me and told me that if I want to move out I’ll have to pay for 3-6 months in advance. I kinda argued wit…

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Legs still hurt from gyming a day ago. I told brother telling that I don’t want to go to gym today because of this, but he insisted we go and that I should just train hands instead. We kinda argued fo…

I’ve been having so many dreams lately. Hasn’t been a single day without a dream for the past 3 weeks.

After the usual routine got up and cooked triangle thingamabobs.

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Had to rise Nekoweb prices a little to account for crazy Patreon and Payoneer fees.

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Went to gym and ra…

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As always, woke up a lot of times during sleep. Seems like when I don’t take any meds I always have constant sleep interruptions.

While sleeping, someone started screaming very loudly and angrily out…

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Woke up multiple times for no reason. I feel so conscious and active again. It’s been more than a month since I started taking various meds and this is first time I’m feeling like I was before. It’s a…

Woke up too early today, and couldn’t go back to sleep for a while. Just as I was about to fall asleep, brother called me telling he’ll come in 5 minutes, so I had to get up.

Talked about me wanting…

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Finally was productive today. Coded RSS feed for Nekoweb and…

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Found a pretty good apartment. And it d…

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Even though I didn’t sleep enough, I felt fine waking up. █████████████████████████████████████████████ I realized at night that I could simply take appointment online instead of going there, so I cal…

I got my earphones and went outside. The sky was fully covered in the clouds and it was windy. I stood for a while, while listening to my calm playlist.

I walked to the supermarket, and there’s a ri…

So tired. Constant tiredness. I feel like Zoloft makes me never feel bored, I can just lay in bed and do nothing forever. I’m tired of laying in bed, but at the same time I’m also too tired of doing a…

While I was making breakfast, brother came over. He recently had a wisdom tooth removed, so he spent a week at the hospital.

Dad called, and he invited us to a restaurant, since it’s an important day…

Only started my day at 4 PM. It was already getting dark by then.

I ate and went back to bed until 9 PM… Bed with heater is actually addicting. And having no anxiety also really helps. I feel like …

Most of the day was spent in bed, resting and enjoying the heater. Unfortunately agreed to some boring commission, and now have to actually think how to finish it.

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Bed is too cozy and I’m too tired most of the time. Infrared heater is also adding +5000 to coziness level.

Finally managed to do another assignment. After that coded a bit of commission and some ot…

Spent the whole day reading PsychonautWiki about random substances. So tired again… I thought that stopping Lyrica stopped the constant tiredness but it seems like it’s back. But anxiety seems to be…

It’s December, the most wonderful time of the year. ❄️

I like first half of the winter much more than second half. Winter is probably my favorite season, so knowing it’ll get even colder, that there…