Woke up being sick… What the hell man, I literally was sick like just a month before… So far I don’t have fever, but I feel like it’ll get worse.

We will be hosting a Nekozine! And also we’ll c…

Got woken up by parents going to supermarket and taking me with them. We arrenged this a few days ago, so I can’t be mad for waking me up. I bought them a bunch of things they needed at home. We ate a…

Continued with moderation improvements. Trained on piano and ███████████████████████████████████.

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A lot of people complained about moderation on Nekoweb server, so I did a bunch of improvements like more mods, new rules, and some other things.

Went to gym with brother today, though we just ended…

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Piano finally arrived today.

I’m happy to say that it barely, but did fit.

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The synth I bought is listed as 128.3cm on site, and I …

Added HTTP/3 support to UltimateExpress today.

UltimateExpress is now #3 on TechEmpower benchmark and #1 on […

Synth was supposed to arrive today, but apparently I forgot to change delivery city from default one, and now I have to wait 3 more days… Not sure how that actually happened ugh…

Didn’t do anyth…

Played Hypixel with 12 people in private lobbies. Pretty fun.

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I refused to go to gym today. I don’t like it. My brother keeps saying it’s for my health, and he’s right. But every time I go there, I feel terrible afterwards. I dont understand people who say that …

When I woke up, I saw a semi-dream. Something about how a game I make could look like.

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Went to gym today. Every time I go to gym I feel bad and sad. I don’t know why people always say it makes you feel good. I’m always super bored there.

Just played more Hypixel afterwards.

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Played more Hypixel today…

Been feeling melancholic after playing the VN. Just like with any other good media. Listening to Liebestraume No. 3 all day. Makes me want to learn playing piano.

I actually looked into buying a synt…

It’s ironic. It’s genuinely so funny how today I’m facing the consequences of my actions, after complaining about feeling dirty…

Layed in bed and listened to wind for a few hours as always.

Started playing Totono today… I’m not very good at writing up my opinion on media I consume. I don’t know how do people write lengthy po…

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Old-roommate asked to use my apartment to celebrate his birthday. I agreed.

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Cleaning person came today. Bored and tired all day… When will this stop…

There’s nothing to do.

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So bored. Soooo bored. I feel like flu gave me depression or something. Everything is boring and tiring. Played a bit of Yume 2kki, but my head kept feeling very weird all the time. Constantly feeling…

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Day 8. I’m finally going back home. Only a bit of cough and weakness left.

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Day 7. I’m finally feeling like I’m recovering. Only coughing and weakness left. Continued watching Psycho-pass all day.

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Day 6. Throat hurts a bit less now, but the coughing just doesn’t stop. Soooo annoying.

Started watching Psycho-pass today. Makes me feel very conflicted. I feel like I want … to both win and lose…

Day 5. Now my nose is stuffed. Still no end in sight… Woke up 6 times from same nightmare, it was actual hell.

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Day 4. Unbearable throat pain continues. Now also started coughing constantly.

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Day 3. Now my throat hurts like hell, in addition to fever and everything else. Just laying in bed all day.

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Day 2. Still feeling like shit. Layed in bed all day. Now everyone in family got infected and now sick.

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I got sick… It’s very likely flu. Brother had to go to hospital because he had 40°C temperature. Ughhhh.

Got brought to parents so they could care for me and brother. Just layed in bed feeling…

My brother got sick today, and I spent a lot of time with him yesterday. It’s likely that I got infected too… Ugh, I don’t want to be sick… Impending doom and I can’t do anything about it.

Playe…