Woke up and immediately went to gym. On the way there bought new lenses, since old ones expired. Now putting in lenses is completely effortless.

Before going in the gym, we went to a road that unlocked after it snowed. It wasn’t visible before.

The road led to an abandoned cargo car. We’ve decided to not go further and came back.

We went to pool this time. After nice swimming, we went home, but on the way home went to a restaurant.

It was a pretty fancy restaurant. We ordered crab pasta, and it was good. I never had crab before (although had other seafood that tastes very similar).

After we got home we played some more multiplayer games. Then brother went home and I finally got on PC at 11 PM for the first time.

Sometimes I like to just go through random highways with complete emptiness around for hours. This time it was in Argentina, and I also ended up clicking on random mountains.

This looks like wallpaper material, even though it’s just an image from Google Maps.

Made what some people call "peak".

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Got Chromecast (Google TV) thingy and 2 controllers delivered. Brother came over and told that we should go to gym, but instead of that we set up the TV instead. Installed Moonlight on TV and Sunshine on PC, and it translated screen image to TV while sent controller inputs to PC.

Then bought a bunch of multiplayer games like Stick Fight, Rounds, Duck Game, Towers, and played with brother. Didn’t have to buy a whole gaming console, instead I can use my cool PC :)

It was very fun, we played for like 5 hours and didn’t go to gym ofc lol.

Google makes batteries too, apparently.

Snowed quite a lot today! It’s so cozy to look outside the window at snow.

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Played Yume 2kki. Went through vaporware route.

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Played some more Yume 2kki with friends. No pretty locations today, just did Obstacle Course.

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Slept for 10 hours, for the first time in a very long time. Felt kinda refreshed. Got up, it was already dark. Still not feeling like doing much…

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Went back to the cozy spot. Constant melancholy and light sadness.

Finally played some more Yume 2kki.

We did an expedition, and met some random player that joined us. And then got to the place on screenshot above. Then got a badge. And then player casually mentions that they created the badge for this place some years ago. I love coincidences like this.

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Woke up at 4 PM, ate and went to gym.

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Got home, and tried to photograph moon from the binoculars. It’s difficult. Then just listened to ambience and layed on the floor.

Drank the rest of the wine.

After 3 hours of sleep, got woken up by deliveryperson. My binoculars arrived. I got the box and went back to sleep. Then another call, and person from cleaning service came. Landlord is paying someone to clean apartment once a month and also to check that the apartment’s in good condition. She cleaned it, and went away.

Then another call… this time from brother. He told me that we should go to gym, and I agreed. He came over and I told him to come in to show him the binoculars. They’re cool, and have 20X zoom. I love zooming. We waited 30 minutes for moon to appear from horizon.

Unfortunately, it’s almost impossible to take a photo from binoculars, so this is the only one I could take, just from my phone’s camera. But in binoculars moon looks so cool.

In the end, we didn’t go to gym. Talked a lot, and then went to parents, as they wanted me to see the room renovations that were done. My and brother’s rooms now have wooden walls, and look kinda like these wooden houses, which is cozy.

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We instantly turned back and went away.

Got back home and fell asleep. Woke up at 2 AM. Stared at screen, ate some more cheese with wine.

Got cozy in the best spot in the apartment and watched the sky with binoculars. You can see so many more stars with them.

Didn’t sleep enough. Had 2 online classes. Didn’t even get up from bed for them, just joined with laptop. Got my assignments and bye-byed. Only got up from bed at 7:40 PM. Cleaned apartment, washed the dishes, put out laundry, and went out to throw out the garbage.

Went to a restaurant to finally eat for the first time.

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Stayed up until 8 AM, thinking, reminiscing, and talking to people. Seems that I’m tired. I’m tired of the constant grind. It definitely would be better if I took more time off to spend on doing fun things.

Had to wake up "early", at 1 PM. Didn’t sleep enough, but I had online class to attend. Got a short explanation and assignments to do, and was left alone. Then had another class that went the same way, and was free for the day.

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Made a bowl of cereal with milk. Despite the commonness, it’s my first time ever eating it. Apparently I wasn’t supposed to put a whole ass bag into the bowl, so I made too much and had to throw some out. 😔

Opened wine and ate Brie cheese. Yummy.

Drank more than I wanted, so got a bit drunk. Went to bed and fell asleep, and woke up at 3 AM. Quite a bad day to fuck up your sleep schedule. Got up.

It was 4 AM. While at computer, I heard a weird sound. I took off my headphones. I think I heard someone trying to open my door. I took knife I cut cheese with and went through the apartment, but there was noone.

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Brother and old roommate came over and we played some fighting game on PS4. It was fun, and I didn’t even suck at it.

Also ate a ton of pizza.

After that we played a card game called Munchkin, which I won! Interestingly, I played this game 3 times throughout my life, each time with around 1-2 year intervals, and won every single time. 100% Winrate.

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There was my godfather’s wife. My godfather is currently at war. I told her that if her husband needs anything bought, they can tell me and I’ll gladly help.

My brother has 2 godfathers. They are close friends of our family, so they were always included in all celebrations. One of them was diagnosed with cancer, and is going through chemotherapy, so he was absent. The other had stroke, and half of his body wasn’t working properly. He basically can’t talk and struggles to walk, but he was still with us.

Once again, this reinforces my fear of aging. God, I really need someone to create anti-aging medication already and I need to be rich as fuck to be able to afford it.

I like that the restaurant had a fireplace. I ate a lot of cheese and drank a lot of wine. Got quite drunk, we had our fun, parents were a bit annoying as they always are when drunk.

Brother brought them home and then we went to my old roommate and he borrowed us PlayStation 4. We never played or had any console ever in our lives. Played It Takes Two together, which was fairly fun, and went to sleep.

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