Didn’t sleep enough. Had 2 online classes. Didn’t even get up from bed for them, just joined with laptop. Got my assignments and bye-byed. Only got up from bed at 7:40 PM. Cleaned apartment, washed th…

Had to wake up "early", at 1 PM. Didn’t sleep enough, but I had online class to attend. Got a short explanation and assignments to do, and was left alone. Then had another class that went the same way…

Made a bowl of cereal with milk. Despite the commonness, it’s my first time ever eating it. Apparently I wasn’t supposed to put a whole ass bag into the bowl, so I made too much and had to throw some …

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Brother and old roommate came over and we played some fighting game on PS4. It was fun, and I didn’t e…

Decently productive day. Coded ███████████████████████████

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Another █████████████ class done. After that did exam for another class afte and got 31/40. Got ready, and then we went to parents. It’s █████████████████. After that we picked up other guests and got…

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Because brother’s room is being renovated and other beds in the house are taken by workers, my brother came over to live with me for next few days. He gifted me a nice tshirt:

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The year was 1975. My dad, young and impulsive, left school early to attend a tractor college. In the USSR, it was common for students to be sent to different republics for hands-on work. At just 14 y…

Not sure what I even did today… Layed in bed a lot and then stared at screen…

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Did all the tax stuff and everything. Fixed █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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Did Stochastic Systems exam, and got 12/40. I only needed to get at least 1/40 to pass because of my other assignments, so it’s fine.

Then had the scariest class for me, the one i didn’t finish any a…

Still felt anxious and sad for the most part. Couldn’t make myself be productive much. Might’ve finally found someone to hire.

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Just had first class of this exam season. Was chill as hell as always. I’m always super anxious about classes, but they always turn out completely fine. Everything was over in 15 minutes and I was bac…

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Went with dad to pick up my 2 new monitors and keyboard.

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Lately it’s been a bit difficult to write new diary posts. I keep writing posts on the next day, instead of doing it immediately, which makes them more bland as memory goes away.

Felt quite anxious t…

15 minutes and my lens were in. Better and better. Just can’t get over the fact that ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Felt sad for the whole day because of this…

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Putting lens in was much easier today! Instead of 2 hours only took 20 minutes. Slowly learning…

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Tried to put on the contact lenses for about 2 hours, and failed to do so :(((((((

Really sad about this. I expected it to be tricky, but not this hard. Ugh. In the end I just gave up and went outs…

Dad picked me up and I went to the optics. They checked my eyes again and got me the contact lenses.

Ooough, I struggled a lot to put them on. Didn’t really manage to do it without doctor’s help, whi…

Went outside and ate Carbonara.

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Went to Georgian restaurant.

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Unpackaged my bags of clothes and other stuff. Went to supermarket with brother and then ate Carbonara.

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Woke up feeling rested yet really sleepy. Checked the clock - it was 9 AM, meaning I slept for 8 hours. For the first time in a long time.

It’s a very nice feeling knowing you don’t have to go anywhe…

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Proper gym time after a while. Got told that I’ll only get keys for apartment tomorrow. ██████████████████████████████████████ After gym, we went to a cool fancy restaurant.

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