Another █████████████ class done. After that did exam for another class afte and got 31/40. Got ready, and then we went to parents. It’s █████████████████. After that we picked up other guests and got…

Productive as hell. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

███████████…

Because brother’s room is being renovated and other beds in the house are taken by workers, my brother came over to live with me for next few days. He gifted me a nice tshirt:

![1000022629.jpg](https…

Uneventful. Just coded █████████████ ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

The year was 1975. My dad, young and impulsive, left school early to attend a tractor college. In the USSR, it was common for students to be sent to different republics for hands-on work. At just 14 y…

Not sure what I even did today… Layed in bed a lot and then stared at screen…

█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

Did all the tax stuff and everything. Fixed █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

Not really satisfied with coding speed of person …

Did Stochastic Systems exam, and got 12/40. I only needed to get at least 1/40 to pass because of my other assignments, so it’s fine.

Then had the scariest class for me, the one i didn’t finish any a…

Still felt anxious and sad for the most part. Couldn’t make myself be productive much. Might’ve finally found someone to hire.

![1000022441.jpg](https://lune.dimden.dev/a8c0c5785139.jpg?width=1500&he…

Brother and parents came with my new computer. I was excited to finally see it, but they also gave me ████████████████████████████████████████████. Started feeling extremely anxious, so I couldn’t fe…

Just had first class of this exam season. Was chill as hell as always. I’m always super anxious about classes, but they always turn out completely fine. Everything was over in 15 minutes and I was bac…

Very productive. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

Went with dad to pick up my 2 new monitors and keyboard.

![1000022257.jpg](https://lune.dimden.dev/9fb70d31b9ed.jpg…

███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

███████████████████████████████…

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

Lately it’s been a bit difficult to write new diary posts. I keep writing posts on the next day, instead of doing it immediately, which makes them more bland as memory goes away.

Felt quite anxious t…

15 minutes and my lens were in. Better and better. Just can’t get over the fact that ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Felt sad for the whole day because of this…

██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

██████████████████████████…

Putting lens in was much easier today! Instead of 2 hours only took 20 minutes. Slowly learning…

Parents visited me, and █████████████████████████████████

█████████████████████████████████████████…

Woke up to █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

Tried to put on the contact lenses for about 2 hours, and failed to do so :(((((((

Really sad about this. I expected it to be tricky, but not this hard. Ugh. In the end I just gave up and went outs…

Dad picked me up and I went to the optics. They checked my eyes again and got me the contact lenses.

Ooough, I struggled a lot to put them on. Didn’t really manage to do it without doctor’s help, whi…

Went outside and ate Carbonara.

…

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

Went to Georgian restaurant.

![1000022010.jpg](https://lune.dimden.dev/37b5b18b9077.jpg…

Woke up from a dream with ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

█████████████…

█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

Unpackaged my bags of clothes and other stuff. Went to supermarket with brother and then ate Carbonara.

![10…

Woke up feeling rested yet really sleepy. Checked the clock - it was 9 AM, meaning I slept for 8 hours. For the first time in a long time.

It’s a very nice feeling knowing you don’t have to go anywhe…

█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Initiated withdrawal of money on some webs…

Proper gym time after a while. Got told that I’ll only get keys for apartment tomorrow. ██████████████████████████████████████ After gym, we went to a cool fancy restaurant.

![1000021677.jpg](https:/…

Brother came over and told me we should go to gym. I just woke up so I told no. He kept insisting, but eventually gave up.

Felt tired for the entire day, yet still managed to be productive. ████████…

Didn’t take much time between me getting up and me being driven to the apartment.

Took a short drive, and arrived to the building, where we met the realtor. After a short talk and ride on the elevato…

Tomorrow I’ll finally visit the apartment I want to rent!

███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████…

Felt very sad and anxious for the first part of the day. Brother left job early, and came over and told me that we should go to gym today. I didn’t sleep enough, so I was really sleepy and told him th…