Went outside and ate Carbonara…

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Woke up feeling rested yet really sleepy. Checked the clock - it was 9 AM, meaning I slept for 8 hours. For the first time in a long time…

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Proper gym time after a while. Got told that I’ll only get keys for apartment tomorrow. ██████████████████████████████████████…

Didn’t take much time between me getting up and me being driven to the apartment…

Felt very sad and anxious for the first part of the day. Brother left job early, and came over and told me that we should go to gym today. I didn’t sleep enough, so I was really sleepy and told him th…

Slept for 12 hours today. Went back home from parents. …

Got up a little late, and dad picked me up. We got our food ready and started eating at around 7 PM…

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Determination…

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Legs still hurt from gyming a day ago. I told brother telling that I don’t want to go to gym today because of this, but he insisted we go and that I should just train hands instead. We kinda argued fo…

Had to rise Nekoweb prices a little to account for crazy Patreon and Payoneer fees…

As always, woke up a lot of times during sleep. Seems like when I don’t take any meds I always have constant sleep interruptions…

While I was making breakfast, brother came over. He recently had a wisdom tooth removed, so he spent a week at the hospital…

So tired. Went to visit parents today because of █████████████████. Touched cat after so long…

Woke up without anxiety and feeling pretty well. I assume Lyrica works. I went on my website, which I didn’t do for a while, and noticed that it’s snowing now. It’s code I made a while ago, and it’s n…

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Went to gym today and trained legs again. I’m scared to train hands because when I did it, my neuralgia always came back. So I’m probably just gonna continue training only legs. …

Had to wake up early today to go to the hospital. Got my leg’s arteries scanned, and they are seemingly fine. After that I went to rheumatologist and told about coldness in feet. It seems that I almos…

Went to gym today again, and only trained legs. …

Wow, I think anxiety meds actually work. I keep feeling anxiety inside, but it’s very suppressed. It’s an extremely weird feeling. But it feels super awesome to not feel physical pain!..

Used a taxi for the first time in my life. Was very anxious about it, but it was fast and convenient… As always I’m more anxious about stuff than needed…

Ughhhh, I keep waking up randomly and not able to sleep after for a while!!! So annoying… Today I went to sleep at 3 and woke up at 7. I couldn’t fall asleep until 9 and then slept until 11:40. Did…

Going to hospital soon and will get my guts scanned so I can’t eat today until I get that done. I’ve wanted to get checked at hospital for so long, and it’s finally happening. …

Tried idea with declarative routes a bit more but I realized that it’d only work with ETag disabled in a lot of cases, and it wouldn’t work with if methods are patched, which you can’t really check, s…

We were traveling through the USA when we stopped at a strange, deserted gas station. It had a weird minigame: after paying for gas, you earned a «gift point» and could throw a disk at a cassette stan…

Didn’t do anything in the first half of the day. Went to gym today, and got to took a better look at the fields:…

Body still hurts! Did I train this well? I thought I was slacking off…

We finally went to gym, for real this time!..

It was sunny but at the same cold today. I had my first university online class today, but it was quite chill. After class I decided to finally socialize and went to some student event thingy. As I ca…