Legs still hurt from gyming a day ago. I told brother telling that I don’t want to go to gym today because of this, but he insisted we go and that I should just train hands instead. We kinda argued fo…

I’ve been having so many dreams lately. Hasn’t been a single day without a dream for the past 3 weeks…

Had to rise Nekoweb prices a little to account for crazy Patreon and Payoneer fees…

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As always, woke up a lot of times during sleep. Seems like when I don’t take any meds I always have constant sleep interruptions…

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Woke up multiple times for no reason. I feel so conscious and active again. It’s been more than a month since I started taking various meds and this is first time I’m feeling like I was before. It’s a…

Woke up too early today, and couldn’t go back to sleep for a while. Just as I was about to fall asleep, brother called me telling he’ll come in 5 minutes, so I had to get up. …

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I got my earphones and went outside. The sky was fully covered in the clouds and it was windy. I stood for a while, while listening to my calm playlist. …

So tired. Constant tiredness. I feel like Zoloft makes me never feel bored, I can just lay in bed and do nothing forever. I’m tired of laying in bed, but at the same time I’m also too tired of doing a…

While I was making breakfast, brother came over. He recently had a wisdom tooth removed, so he spent a week at the hospital…

Only started my day at 4 PM. It was already getting dark by then…

Most of the day was spent in bed, resting and enjoying the heater. Unfortunately agreed to some boring commission, and now have to actually think how to finish it…

Bed is too cozy and I’m too tired most of the time. Infrared heater is also adding +5000 to coziness level. …

Spent the whole day reading PsychonautWiki about random substances. So tired again… I thought that stopping Lyrica stopped the constant tiredness but it seems like it’s back. But anxiety seems to be…

It’s December, the most wonderful time of the year. ❄️ …

There were multiple power outages today…

I open my eyes and reach for my phone. It’s 6 AM, I once again woke up after 5 hours of sleep. The main room of the apartment has lights on, and I can hear the quiet voices…

Every few months or years, I find myself returning to the same place in my dreams. It’s not a specific location in the real world, but more like a strange nexus - a cafe, a hacker’s den, and an entran…

For some reason kept waking up in the night. That hasn’t happened for a while now, maybe because I stopped medication…

Finally, finally had energy today! For the first time in like 2 weeks I felt like wanting to get up and do everything. It looks like it was just Lyrica’s effect after all, thank fucking God. Also I di…

Started watching Clannad…

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Watched Kanon (2006) for the whole day. It’s a cozy, snowy, sad, cute anime. I really liked it. While watching it I constantly felt bittersweet. And when I was done with watching it, as with any other…

First real snowy day!!..

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So insanely tired lately. I think Zoloft or Lyrica is making me much more tired than usual. I hope this effect will stop after the transitional period…

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Woke up from bombing, but fell asleep again after 20 minutes. This time I wasn’t very scared or anxious from it, probably because of the meds I’m taking…

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