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Dad is in hospital now. I hope he’ll be fine and his legs will get better.

Kinda rotted for most of the day. Fe…

It gets dark so early now. For some reason, my room has been more yellow than usual. Probably because sun is actually visible during sunset instead of going behind the other apartment building.

Anxie…

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Wow, weirdly my muscles on legs hurt much more than yesterday. Usually the peak of pain from training in gym comes a day after but for some reason it’s today. Feels like I really overtrained them thou…

Apparently, largest supermarket in the city has delivery option. Damn, if I knew this earlier I would order so much stuff by now.

Now I can have a selection of much more tasty treats and food than I…

Went to gym today and trained legs again. I’m scared to train hands because when I did it, my neuralgia always came back. So I’m probably just gonna continue training only legs.

When I came on tread…

More rotting today. Got nothing to do today, except doing more fixing to the same commission…

I want to go to New York. Well, I wanted to do it for the most of my conscious life. But I was recently…

Rotting today. Literally nothing to do, so just layed in bed and did nothing. Played Yume 2kki.

Apparently, Techno Condominium has a secret path that leads to a long, long way to Lavender Waters, one…

I’m feeling so nice today. Not having anxiety makes me feel actually alive for once after so long. I’m taking Stresam, and unfortunately you’re not supposed to take it for longer than a month, so I fe…

Had to wake up early today to go to the hospital. Got my leg’s arteries scanned, and they are seemingly fine. After that I went to rheumatologist and told about coldness in feet. It seems that I almos…

Finally bought an infrared heater. It’s so satisfying to be in front of it. For some reason it feels better than normal radiator heating.

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Went to gym today again, and only trained legs.

After the gym went to restaurant again and bought steak.

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Wow, I think anxiety meds actually work. I keep feeling anxiety inside, but it’s very suppressed. It’s an extremely weird feeling. But it feels super awesome to not feel physical pain!

Went to hosp…

Used a taxi for the first time in my life. Was very anxious about it, but it was fast and convenient… As always I’m more anxious about stuff than needed.

Got to hospital and started the trip throug…

Got more commissions from same person, so just spent the day doing them. Boring day.

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Someone reported a bug in Nekoweb that made it not redirect /page to /page/. Seemingly an unimportant thing, but it makes it so there’s basically always 2 different pages with 2 behaviors. I kinda…

Sent the commission. Started coding Bluesky crossposter, and while coding it I realized that you can actually set any date you want, so I imported all of my tweets into Bluesky.

After importing them…

Ughhhh, I keep waking up randomly and not able to sleep after for a while!!! So annoying… Today I went to sleep at 3 and woke up at 7. I couldn’t fall asleep until 9 and then slept until 11:40. Did…

Got a call from hospital, my blood analysis result is ready, so I scheduled an appointment for tomorrow.

Went through some of the issues reported in Ultimate Express: TypeScript support and async err…

Finally slept enough… I really always wake up at 10-11 AM, no matter what. I went to sleep earlier today, so I got enough sleep.

In last 3 days there has been suddenly a large increase of new Nekow…

Going to hospital soon and will get my guts scanned so I can’t eat today until I get that done. I’ve wanted to get checked at hospital for so long, and it’s finally happening.

Let’s see what I have …

Felt anxious and sad for the entire day. Cried to beautiful and sad Ukrainian songs…

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Went to supermarket and bought a ton of tasty treats in anticipation of Yume 2kki today.

Ever since I started going…

Tried idea with declarative routes a bit more but I realized that it’d only work with ETag disabled in a lot of cases, and it wouldn’t work with if methods are patched, which you can’t really check, s…

So painfully sunny today, I once again can’t do anything but rot in bed. I really need better window blinds…

I fell asleep while waiting for sun to go away, and woke up at 9. I’m being quite lazy l…

We were traveling through the USA when we stopped at a strange, deserted gas station. It had a weird minigame: after paying for gas, you earned a «gift point» and could throw a disk at a cassette stan…

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Didn’t do anything in the first half of the day. Went to gym today, and got to took a better look at the fields:

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Body still hurts! Did I train this well? I thought I was slacking off.

Dad called me today and asked me if I want to visit them and I agreed. It’s been more than a month since my last time.

He picke…

Wow, my body actually hurts after gym. I thought at gym that I didn’t really do that much so nothing will hurt, but nope! That’s a good sign.

Continued coding UltimateWS today. Well, I finished it. T…