I’m feeling so nice today. Not having anxiety makes me feel actually alive for once after so long. I’m taking Stresam, and unfortunately you’re not supposed to take it for longer than a month, so I fe…

Had to wake up early today to go to the hospital. Got my leg’s arteries scanned, and they are seemingly fine. After that I went to rheumatologist and told about coldness in feet. It seems that I almos…

Finally bought an infrared heater. It’s so satisfying to be in front of it. For some reason it feels better than normal radiator heating.

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Went to gym today again, and only trained legs.

After the gym went to restaurant again and bought steak.

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Wow, I think anxiety meds actually work. I keep feeling anxiety inside, but it’s very suppressed. It’s an extremely weird feeling. But it feels super awesome to not feel physical pain!

Went to hosp…

Used a taxi for the first time in my life. Was very anxious about it, but it was fast and convenient… As always I’m more anxious about stuff than needed.

Got to hospital and started the trip throug…

Got more commissions from same person, so just spent the day doing them. Boring day.

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Someone reported a bug in Nekoweb that made it not redirect /page to /page/. Seemingly an unimportant thing, but it makes it so there’s basically always 2 different pages with 2 behaviors. I kinda…

Sent the commission. Started coding Bluesky crossposter, and while coding it I realized that you can actually set any date you want, so I imported all of my tweets into Bluesky.

After importing them…

Ughhhh, I keep waking up randomly and not able to sleep after for a while!!! So annoying… Today I went to sleep at 3 and woke up at 7. I couldn’t fall asleep until 9 and then slept until 11:40. Did…

Got a call from hospital, my blood analysis result is ready, so I scheduled an appointment for tomorrow.

Went through some of the issues reported in Ultimate Express: TypeScript support and async err…

Finally slept enough… I really always wake up at 10-11 AM, no matter what. I went to sleep earlier today, so I got enough sleep.

In last 3 days there has been suddenly a large increase of new Nekow…

Going to hospital soon and will get my guts scanned so I can’t eat today until I get that done. I’ve wanted to get checked at hospital for so long, and it’s finally happening.

Let’s see what I have …

Felt anxious and sad for the entire day. Cried to beautiful and sad Ukrainian songs…

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Went to supermarket and bought a ton of tasty treats in anticipation of Yume 2kki today.

Ever since I started going…

Tried idea with declarative routes a bit more but I realized that it’d only work with ETag disabled in a lot of cases, and it wouldn’t work with if methods are patched, which you can’t really check, s…

So painfully sunny today, I once again can’t do anything but rot in bed. I really need better window blinds…

I fell asleep while waiting for sun to go away, and woke up at 9. I’m being quite lazy l…

We were traveling through the USA when we stopped at a strange, deserted gas station. It had a weird minigame: after paying for gas, you earned a «gift point» and could throw a disk at a cassette stan…

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Didn’t do anything in the first half of the day. Went to gym today, and got to took a better look at the fields:

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Body still hurts! Did I train this well? I thought I was slacking off.

Dad called me today and asked me if I want to visit them and I agreed. It’s been more than a month since my last time.

He picke…

Wow, my body actually hurts after gym. I thought at gym that I didn’t really do that much so nothing will hurt, but nope! That’s a good sign.

Continued coding UltimateWS today. Well, I finished it. T…

We finally went to gym, for real this time!

Before going inside, I looked around the parking lot and realized that gym is at the edge of the city. Dense city simply ends and suddenly it’s just endles…

It was sunny but at the same cold today. I had my first university online class today, but it was quite chill. After class I decided to finally socialize and went to some student event thingy. As I ca…

Went outside to withdraw money. Stood outside for a while to enjoy the rain, and met tailless cat again. Might be a good sign.

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I have no idea what did I do for the first half of the day.

Played more Yume 2kki. The slide is so fun :3

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Woke up and UltimateExpress got some more attention while I was asleep. Someone asked me to add a table with comparison to other frameworks, and gave me link to [bun-http-framework-benchmark](https://…

Started coding UltimateWS today. I was wondering if I should first finish UltimateWS before publicly publishing UltimateExpress, but I’ve decided that it’d be kinda weird to make 2 announcements at on…

Making Nekoweb use uExpress revealed a bunch of bugs, so I spent the morning fixing the reported stuff while I was asleep.

Today we went to buy sport clothes with brother. Bought 2 t-shirts, shorts a…

We were supposed to go to the gym today for the first time, but brother said he had to stay late at work so we couldn’t.

I finally published uExpress to NPM… Well, I had to rename it. Apparently t…

The most unpleasing thing in coding uExpress is routing. At this point, I don’t really understand what I’m doing. I get ideas on how to improve/optimize it but I often just make guesses on how it’s su…

Started coding commission today, and did about half of the work. Finally aligned my monitors! They always were unaligned, left one being much lower. Maybe this will help with neck pain. After coding g…

It’s unbearable to use computer at day — the sun shines too brightly. I often just spend the time in my bed waiting for it to go away.

Decided to meet brother today, and we went outside to eat and wa…

Yay, fixed issue with hanging! Apparently it was caused by pushing too much data into Writable stream. uWS returns about 512 KB chunks, while Writable disk stream can only handle at most 128 KB (and b…