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Spent the whole day slowly migrating my services to the new server… This was very tiresome. Played some more Yume 2kki after doing it.
Day started from me seeing that my website, services, Nekoweb and everything else was down. Apparently Contabo was having some issues in their datacenter, and I think this was the last stretch for me. While my VPS was usually fine and rarely had any issues, Nekoweb’s one constantly gets random freezes from time to time, and Nekoweb being down for 10 hours is just unacceptable.
I was meaning to do it for a long time, and this has finally made me get an actual dedicated server for Nekoweb. I browse Hetzner auction very often, but it seems to keep having same-ish servers with not very good specs, at the minimal range of price.
So I’ve decided to look for more expensive options, and found a pretty good server for it’s price. Quite modern CPU (2019), 6x2 TB of storage, 64 GB of RAM.
As I was ordering it, something unbelievable happened! Price of the server changed in my eyes, and now it had the minimal price. I was checking the auction (it’s Dutch style) quite often throughout the months, and I’ve never seen server this good to be sold at this price, so I hurried and ordered it. Now I have this server for same price as all other, much worse servers. I plan to move all my sites and services to it, not just Nekoweb, since it has more than enough specs for everything.
This is so beautiful, I’ve never seen htop so big…
I then installed Ubuntu on the server. And then realized I need to get RAID1, so installed it again with RAID1. And then realized I did it with wrong partitions, so installed it again…
RAID1 sync is taking a very long time, so I can’t really do anything with server while it’s going, since it’s just too slow.
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Played more Yume 2kki with friends. Got all of the effects now, so I’m finally truly free to explore the world. At the end I have rested in my favorite place so far - Sewers.
It’s my element.
Been thinking of infrastructure of the VPN. Maybe it’s better to just give Wireguard profiles + browser extension. Would make it much, much simpler to support basically all platforms. Drank strawberry Ramune, and it has a stronger flavor, which I like more.
Cooked ramen I bought yesterday, and it was really good! Spicy but not chemically-terribly-spicy like Buldak was. I really enjoyed it.
After eating the ramen I played Yume 2kki again with friends. While playing we met a random person that just kinda joined us on our journey. It’s actually so cool to meet new people online in games, I haven’t done this in a very, very long time.
Our journey went through the Fairy Tale Woods location. We got the Red Riding Hood effect, and found an apple altar.
Pressing on it with the effect teleported you to a weird apple house, with girl sitting on top. The house itself was very tall, and hinted that you need another effect (Bat) to get to the top.
Along the way to the Tribe Settlement to get Bat we visited the Sewers, which you can visit from the Dark Room by going upstairs.
Cozy place. It’s clear that the structure you’re standing on is enormous, and if you go to the right you can find endless stairs down, which we didn’t explore further. I’m a huge fan of superstructures — the ones that make you feel small. The ones that you can visit, explore, and go outside to admire their size.
Dark room had the Konami Room. You have to walk into directions based on the Konami Code, which then unlocks the way to Tribe Settlement.
To cross the river we needed 2 effects - Rainbow and Teru Teru Bozu, which we also had to get.
With Teru Teru Bozu you can summon rain and create the rainbow path, with which you can finally cross the river and get the Bat.
After that we were finally ready to see what Apple house hides on the top…
An apple. And a window for more adventures.
Had a very long dream that I was in Yume 2kki, which was very, very cool. I always wanted to be inside such dreamy locations. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
Went outside to withdraw money for rent. Got carbonara for breakfast.
Rested in the park.
I thought that anime shop has closed forever, but nope! I was just always unlucky with timing. I bought some cool things:
Updated diary to support multiple image uploads and zoom (image viewer) on all images.
Been kinda researching how other VPNs work, seems like they just use WireGuard under the hood. Maybe I should just use that too, since it has clients for every OS.
Played Yume 2kki again at the end of the day. Drank kiwi Ramune, and it actually has quite a mild flavor. I expected it to be super saturated or something, I’m not sure if I’m disappointed or not.
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They blocked Twitter in Brazil, which made me think of launching my own VPN service. I made a Twitter poll asking people if they’re interested and I was very surprised to see huge amount of "Yes"es, at the moment 1100 of them.
But actually creating one is a huge pain in the ass… Not only I might gonna need a business entity, I’ll also need payment gateway, bunch of good servers, clients for all platforms (Chrome extension, Firefox extension, Safari extension, Windows, Mac, Linux, Android, iOS) and probably will need to manage abuse. So I don’t know how possible it actually is. I’ll think about it.
Drew smoothbrain migu cuz it’s Miku birthday:
Played Yume 2kki █████████████, which was really nice
Chill day. Didn’t really do anything. Thought of attending piano classes some day. Went to buy groceries. Wrote tax documents.
"I am normal and can be trusted with grocery shopping"
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Slept for 5 hours and woke up from unbearably hot temperature, couldn’t fall back asleep for about 2 hours, and then slept until 5 pm.
I think I finally fixed a very annoying bug with OldTwitter not loading pages and requiring refresh. I also wanted to make ‘boring profile’ detector for a while and also finally implemented it, now there’s an option to include indicators if last tweet of person is retweet/quote/old/non-existent.
Also fixed bunch of annoyances and improved image uploads in diary, now it compresses image and includes dimension data so page doesn’t jump in size anymore.
Few days ago, I turned off auto translation of Japanese tweets and things aren’t so bad! I can read quite a lot of stuff, I really should’ve done it earlier to get actual practice for Japanese.
Ate a lemon. Broke my chair for 20th time.
Just like yesterday, it’s extremely hot today. And weather forecast is saying that it’ll be hot literally every single day that’s available (10 days).
I think summer is my least favorite season. I really enjoy nature, but the heat and bugs are so annoying it drags down the whole experience to the bottom.
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Roommate asked me to go outside for a hour for some reason, so I went to the park. I’ve noticed that today I have really bad vision for some reason. I have myopia, and it varies a lot. Like between 2 times worse and better. It made it kind of hard to find good places to photo.
I sat on a bench and zoned out for about 30 minutes, listening to the birds playing in the trees.
After that I started walking around, searching for a place to eat.
Cozy, but I decided to not go in there.
Stopped in a more boring place, and ordered Tom Yang Kung, which I really liked last time.
Then I went home.
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Day started from missile explosion. That was loudest I’ve heard since the start of the war. Since I’ve only slept for 4 hours, I went back to sleep. Then another explosion woke me up, but I just went back to sleep almost immediately. I woke up and after about a hour, electricity, water and internet stopped working, so I just went back to sleep again…
Rest of the day was spent coding Diary: added tags, commits, improved mobile view, lightbulb. I think it’s finally done!
Bombing again at night. This is the largest amount of missiles in a day I think.
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Started Japanese grammar Anki deck today. I realized that I know quite a lot of words (about 1500) but I barely know grammar. It’s finally time to catch up.
Apparently today is the █████████████████, so there’s a lot of celebrations in city’s centre.
My parents called me and asked me if I wanted to come with them to city’s centre, which I agreed. █████████████████████████████, which immediately ruined the entire walk for me.
We went to park and there was some singer, but we didn’t really like their songs much so we went to walk some more around the water. After that we went to city square and I bought belgium waffle and lemonades. I didn’t like both much :( Lemonade basically tasted like normal water, and I don’t really like sweet things that much, especially hot ones, so I didn’t really enjoy the waffle.
After that we went back to park and there were new singers, which we liked much more. They were singing and letting the crowd sing with them, so it was quite fun (and I sang a bit too).
Then we talked a bit and mom kept saying that she wants to go somewhere to eat, and I would come with them and pay for it, but because ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████, so I just said that I wanna go home. Then we parted ways.
At the end of the day I finally basically finished Diary! Only nice lamp effect is left. I imported all of the entries and just continuing to write rn. Cool.
Coded a lot of diary today! Its actually getting close to being done. Calendar, pagination, censor of new posts, uploading media done.
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Someone was really hateful at some stupid paid browser called Horse on Twitter. They made a lot of posts about it, and even cracked it. People in comments were cheering and also hating on someone who paid for it.
It makes me disgusted, scared and anxious of people being so vile over such innocent thing, person making this browser didn’t harm anyone or did anything. People are willingly buying it if they want these features, even if its overpriced and buggy.
And I’m scared that I’m hateful of things for no reason all the time too. I’m so frustrated how depending on my state of mind, I act and feel completely different. I can switch between these states multiple times per day, and I’m always disgusted at myself for being like that before. Such realization comes within literal hours, and it’s so terrible for my mental health.
I really hope I can somehow get out from this loop and just be… me… who’s writing this right now and not someone vile…
Yesterday I saw an announcement for a giveaway for free pizza up to 10€ if you buy it with █████████████ debit card and post a photo of it in the comments, and I checked the comments and there was barely any photos there so I ordered 2 pizzas, which barely came in time before giveaway closed (literally 10 minutes left). And they DMed me telling me I won, nice!
The odds were basically 100% for winning so I just got free food today :)
Later today someone did some abuse on Nekoweb, and when I checked their IP I saw that they were using Cloudflare IP. I just thought that it was Cloudflare’s VPN, and checked on proxy checker and it wasn’t detected. I reported this to them and they said that this IP is actually marked on Cloudflare as reverse-proxy only, which made me really confused. I thought that this is a bug with me reading IP from wrong header, but it seems to be all right. So it’s either:
I highly doubt it’s the second one.
I still don’t know what exactly happened, so I added more logs so I can actually █████████████████████ in the future.
The coincidence has occured again and took 1 day.
Spent last part of the day manic as hell! Feeling really plasma 🍓 I really gotta pick up my pace coding the diary, I’m doing like 1 feature per day.
Finally didn’t feel bad all day! Though I’m disappointed that ███████████████████, I feel really hopeful that ████████████████. Some people said that it’ll be reviewed at start of September, so I just have to hope everything goes well!
Did some good progress on Diary today. Now that there’s essential basics done it’s easier to code since I have actual goals to do. Worked on the text editor and sending data to the server.
My dean just called me asking if I’m switching or not. I replied that I’m probably not gonna do it because of upcoming law fixing the issue. She told me that my semester will only start in October, so this might mean I’ll still be able to switch if things go wrong even not during summer? I think… This is really great news, not only I get more free time but also this might mean more safety.
Went to shop and bought ingredients to fry shrimp. It turned out to be fine, but definitely could be better. Just a bit boring to eat shrimp without anything else.
Then I watched Blade Runner, which was much better than Drive. I fucking love dystopia!! Coded some Diary today too. As always progress is still slow.
Last day to do it… and I’m not doing it.
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Spent the whole day being worried about my choice. Haven’t really been productive much for a while now. For some reason can’t find good motivation to code diary, which is why I only code tiny bits per day.
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