Woke up multiple times for no reason. I feel so conscious and active again. It’s been more than a month since I started taking various meds and this is first time I’m feeling like I was before. It’s a curse and a blessing.
On one hand, I’m really tired of being tired. Brain doesn’t work and I don’t feel like doing anything ever. I just wanted to lay in bed forever.
On other hand, I’m once again super active and can’t rest. And I feel like the moment some bad thing happens I’ll be back to extreme anxiety.
I have to pick my poison.
It’s easy to see when I started taking meds (energy chart).
Cleaned apartment and told roommate that I might move out in near future.
Forgot to take Zoloft, so I guess I’m done with taking it now. Hopefully I won’t have withdrawals tomorrow.