I sometimes get dreams that I subconsciously know are continuations of old dreams I had years ago. I remember that I could understand this clearly, and I even asked myself when was the last time I was in this specific dream’s world, and saw a calendar that told me that it was March 31, 2021. When I woke up I realized that today is March 31 and that that date would be exactly 5 years ago. I tried searching on Discord if there’s any mentions of a dream, but there were none.
In the dream I remember going back home with some forbidden books. I know that in the old dream my family was punished for it and that our house would get destroyed. The world itself was mostly just my home village. I remember that they somehow found out and sent the squad, and we hid in the secret basement for a while, but they still somehow managed to find us. I remember getting separated from the family, whom I never saw again in the dream.
I was sent by a king into a garden, and I quickly understood why it was a punishment. Though the forced walk I would see the most terrifying entities, and I somehow managed to survive encounters with 3 of them. At the 4th one I remember walking with my eyes closed, and suddenly, in an instant all sounds in the world were gone. There was a crushing silence, and I felt it. My body started to feel numb, especially my back (which never happened before irl). After a few seconds I woke up, and my back still felt numb for a minute.
It was 7:00, and I had to get to hospital at 9:00 for my medical checkup. Doomscrolled some time, and then went out there. I first got blood drawn, which to me would be basically the scariest part of it all, since I hate needles. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
I then got X-ray done and then visited a dermatologist. She looked at all the dark spots on my skin, which I got from constant sunburns, and told me that one of them has a different pattern from others and she would like to remove it. I was like "sure, sign me up", and then she told me she can do it literally now. Well, that was a bit unexpected. I layed on my stomach, and she got anaesthesia in. That was the only part that very mildly hurt. After that I didn’t feel anything, and she was done very quickly. Entire procedure took only a few minutes. But it’s gonna take a couple of weeks to heal. Now I have a big bandage on my back I have to be careful to not get off.
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Beautiful opening of Air makes me want to improve Kicya website to have cooler effects, like Kicya logo having a video of clouds or something like that. I tried doing this, but… I kinda failed… I’m unsure how to do this nicely in CSS and so that it actually works well with the current site… Sigh… The 1000th summer.