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Actually slept pretty well today, and there was no withdrawals at all. So yeah, bye Zoloft forever.

Ate burrito for the first time, yum.

Did some assignments fixes. Layed in bed for a while, enjoying the darkness, heater and open window combo.

Played a bit of Yume 2kki today. There was no expeditions, so we just wandered to random places. Eventually we got to Blue Restaurant, which is a pretty neat location. It has a lot of rooms, each having it’s own cool thing. Last room though was hell, because you had to kill every single creature there using specific effect. And in middle of me doing it the game crashed, so I kinda ragequit.

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Found a pretty good apartment. And it doesn’t seem to have power outages too. I really want to start living fully alone, without a roommate. The only caveat in this apartment is that it doesn’t have a computer desk… Ugh, why all apartments have some weird bad things.

Played some Yume 2kki with friends.

I got my earphones and went outside. The sky was fully covered in the clouds and it was windy. I stood for a while, while listening to my calm playlist.

I walked to the supermarket, and there’s a river by it’s side, so I stood near the entrance looking at the river for 5 minutes. In the supermarket they started selling hotdogs so I bought one to try. I’ve been buying basically all pastry that they have just to try everything out. Hotdog was just like in my childhood, when I ate it for the first time ever. I ate it while staring at the river, and then went home.

Scheduled an appointment to psychiatrist for tomorrow.

Today was finally the day we played Yume 2kki again. It’s been a month since our last play. When we tried to join, the game didn’t load for any of us. I looked at console and some js library has been missing. So I found the file in archive.org and uploaded it to my server. Then we all used Resource Override extension to use it from my server instead and game loaded fine. Ain’t no way game missing files will stop us from playing Yume 2kki today!

After the long road, we went to the coziest room.

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Despite having to get up early I stayed up until 7:30 AM.

Rotting today. Literally nothing to do, so just layed in bed and did nothing. Played Yume 2kki.

Apparently, Techno Condominium has a secret path that leads to a long, long way to Lavender Waters, one of the most deepest words in Yume 2kki. On the way there we found a couple of very iconic locations I’ve seen before on screenshots.

Iconic and inspiring place. My game has got to have a cool location like this.

Final Destination.

Another +1 to awesome world list of Marijuana Goddess world.

Finally bought an infrared heater. It’s so satisfying to be in front of it. For some reason it feels better than normal radiator heating.

Pretty chill day. Did some more commission fixes. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Bought the most pizza pizza of my life, just like in all movies and games.

Played a bit of Yume 2kki.

We found some ocean place where you can explore the islands.

One island is particularly guarded, and after getting to it, we found a dungeon with actually pretty cool minigame with puzzles, enemies and a boss! And all of that is still in Yume 2kki. Insane how many things this game has. After beating the boss you get the reward — Menu Theme.

Someone reported a bug in Nekoweb that made it not redirect /page to /page/. Seemingly an unimportant thing, but it makes it so there’s basically always 2 different pages with 2 behaviors. I kinda panicked and changed it to redirect, but then realized that then it breaks huge amount of Nekoweb sites because they rely on this behavior so I had to revert it back… In the end I just added an option to enable strict routing, so people can switch to it when they are ready. It’s also enabled by default for new users.

Finished Bsky crossposter!

Added a second FTP server in USA. Well, returned it back. Now people can connect to either Europe or USA server. And finally fixed bug with moving folders and files in dashboard. Also added support for uploading folders.

Yume 2kki at the end of the day as always. Went further from that cozy room until the end of the path, and got a Menu Theme. I like when there’s just a linear long path with reward at the end. Having a lot of routes always feels confusing and orderless.

After that just went through today’s expeditions.

Sent the commission. Started coding Bluesky crossposter, and while coding it I realized that you can actually set any date you want, so I imported all of my tweets into Bluesky.

After importing them all, I stwrt coding actual crossposting but then hit a rate limit… Apparently you can only create 100 sessions per day, and I was supposed to save the credentials. So I can’t work on it further until tomorrow, which is very frustrating.

Decided to play Yume 2kki since didn’t have anything to do otherwise. Did a pretty beautiful expedition to Wind Turbine Plateau.

Together.

Alone.

After that we started preparing to get more endings.

Got ending #2 and #3. One of them is falling down the stairs and other one is going back and kicking the stairs off lol.

To get ending #4 you need to get at least 500 wallpapers and I only have 270, so that’s not happening for a while. Went back to cozy room and ended the play.

Ughhhh, I keep waking up randomly and not able to sleep after for a while!!! So annoying… Today I went to sleep at 3 and woke up at 7. I couldn’t fall asleep until 9 and then slept until 11:40. Didn’t feel rested at all.

Set up stuff for more customers and I think fixed FTP on Nekoweb. Went through uexpress issues and PRs. Everyday I get a ton of new work somehow, it really feels like a job at this point.

Went to hospital and got my blood analysis result. As I expected, 2 things were out of norm - a little bit too high cholesterol and too low vitamin D. Also told her everything that bothered me and got appointments to neurologist, traumatologist, dermatologist and urologist. Telling her some things was for sure very embarrassing… Also gonna do ultrasonography of my kidneys. All gonna happen on Monday. Got prescribed Magnesium B6 and vitamin D3 and bought them on the way home.

Basically finished commission. Only packing and final stuff is left and can send it.

Today’s expedition is 0 EXP, but since they’re a good way to find interesting stuff, we went to complete it anyway.

Peculiar room:

Apparently this room is important for an ending.

Went to a wrong world, but it was one-way. Since expedition is free, we’ve decided to just continue exploring this world instead of trying to get back.

I really like pipes.

A very inviting path.

In the end we’ve got to a very cozy room and decided to suddenly abrupt our play for today.

It was already quite late and this room made me want to go to bed, so I did.

Finally slept enough… I really always wake up at 10-11 AM, no matter what. I went to sleep earlier today, so I got enough sleep.

In last 3 days there has been suddenly a large increase of new Nekoweb users, apparently caused by Kyle’s view on AI. To be honest, it’s quite overblown, but more Nekoweb users is good, so I’m happy with that I guess.

Because of the influx, there has been more bugs reported than usual, so spent some time fixing them.

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In this Yume 2kki play, we somehow got a huge amount of people following us. Somehow meowparty keeps growing and getting more and more people with each time.

Went to a location that kept reminding me of OneShot all the time. Specifically the city.

On the top of a giant factory there’s a view at Saturn, which we all howled at. It’s a known fact that wolfs actually howl at Saturn, not Moon!

Cozy secret-ish room.

After that location there hasn’t really was anything of note. While being in real room, suddenly something extremely weird happened, I saw someone go through the door! I got so confused that I thought it was a bug or something, and that person suddenly went back inside and then went to bed, and I called meowparty to follow them. We got to Nexus and asked them if they actually went through the door, and apparently they actually did! You have to get all endings to do it. Now I have a goal to do in Yume 2kki and I started by getting Ending #1.

Spoilers ahead:

Apparently you have to go to the Trophy room and put down all your items. After that you pinch your cheeks to wake up. I didn’t know that before, but you can also pinch cheeks even while awake, and apparently you have to do it again to trigger the ending.

Getting this ending unlocks a much nicer Album view.

Seems like this is the place from yesterday, just as beautiful as last time!

I love arts from this artist. I tried searching for them, and their username is apparently 水利, but unfortunately they seem to not have any public presence (or just don’t use that nick anywhere else). Quite sad.

Felt anxious and sad for the entire day. Cried to beautiful and sad Ukrainian songs…

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For some reason, this weekly expedition in Yume 2kki was extremely easy. Got to the world and continued exploring it. Found a pretty cozy apartment building.

Somewhere along the way we found Deluxe Mask Shop, which actually basically has free masks as you’re given money if you go to a secret corner of the room.

I looked up mask list and saw a cute mask that I wanted to get, so I’ve decided to go to Cotton Candy Haven.

There’s a secret in Dark Room cinema, which allows you to fall asleep and wake up in incredibly cozy Snowy Forest.

Given that this location has absolutely perfect time of day that I love irl, it immediately went straight to the top of my favorite locations list. Incredibly cozy. You have to climb a mountain to find awesome cozy building.

Interior of the building is also very nice:

The building has 9 floors with each having it’s own small quirk. On top of the building there’s another very cool room:

You can climb the ladder and…

This place!!! I’ve been looking for this place ever since I’ve started playing this game. It might be my top 1 now. I’ve seen screenshot of it before somewhere but I never truly knew if it’s actually from Yume 2kki or from some other game, and I’m so happy that it’s from here, and in such amazing path too!

I’m really taking a lot of inspiration from this game. Lowkey taking notes for what I want in my game when I’ll start making it.

Cotton Candy Haven was nothing that special.

After unlocking the mask, we got to Infinite Library, that unlocked a shortcut from Library. There’s a lullaby playing inside, and you have to go in direction where it becomes more quiet, until it becomes static and you end up in a creepy mirror room, that takes you to Static Noise Hell.

After we unlocked a shortcut to Snowy Forest, we found a secret room, that has a sitting Urotsuki in it. If you sit back-to-back, you can start controlling her, while you disappear yourself. After that you suddenly wake up.

After this great journey, we went to Rainy Apartments, because there was an expedition to vending machine in night city world.

Looks like Marijuana Goddess World has highest concentration of great worlds so far, with 3 of them being in it.

Went to supermarket and bought a ton of tasty treats in anticipation of Yume 2kki today.

Ever since I started going to gym/pool, I’m not really productive anymore… Well it also mostly coincided with me being done with libraries, but also I generally feel like I don’t have time/energy to do things for some reason. I’ve slept for 3.5 hours during day time again, and now I feel like it’s too late to be productive again… So I keep postponing my uni assignments. I’ve been so tired all the time that I even missed writing diary entries multiple times in past week, and had to write them for a day before multiple times now, even though I was perfectly writing them every day before.

Quite a long Yume 2kki session today. Met some random person again and explored random worlds.

You can take the present for some interaction only by killing this creature, but I just couldn’t… especially given that it starts looking at you and going back slowly when you pick up the chainsaw…

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Just chilled at home, not doing much. Sadly it stopped raining when I finally woke up (as always), so I didn’t get to sit in cozy place.

Someone reported a bug in Nekoweb with git repo creation. For some reason pre-receive hook that I’ve made to prevent symlinks from being pushed was rejecting even repos with simple files. I started debugging it, and was trying to get the log from command by saving it to file, to check what file was causing it to fail, but for some reason, my file was simply never being created. So for some reason pre-receive hook just failed without running any code inside, yet if I removed it, everything was working fine again. It was extremely confusing, and I tried so many random things but just couldn’t make sense of why this is happening.

When I opened pre-receive file in nano, I’ve noticed that it said «DOS mode» for 1 second on open, and got curious what exactly that meant, and it just meant that file used CRLF newlines. I converted file to use LF… and it worked… After so many hours it was caused by this dumb thing that didn’t even require changing any code at all. And I couldn’t find the bug in git because it ignores newlines.

You might wanna say that git automatically converts files to use LF, and you’d be right. But I actually had to disable this like half a year ago when I added Git server to Nekoweb, because for some reason it caused issues with files in users repos.

As always, more Yume 2kki. Went on another pretty long expedition to Dragon Statue World.

Found another cozy sewers world:

There’s a secret room in it, with very beautiful music and a humble inhabitant in there:

Most notable discovery was a huge shortcut that unlocks between Library and Memory Garden, and it has this, extremely cozy room:

I love hot water pipes and warm orange color lights. What’s kinda crazy is that I had sort of revelation yesterday, and tweeted this:

Literally predicted what I would find in Yume 2kki.

List of my favorite places so far:

1. Sewers (Marijuana Goddess > Dark Room > Sewers)
2. Secret Society (i forgor)
3. Memory Garden (Library > Memory Garden)
4. Rainy Apartments
5. Pillar in Amoeba Woods (Keyboard > Amoeba Woods)
6. Secret Room in Silent Sewers
7. Fairy Tale Woods (i forgor)
8. Data Stream (i forgor)

Body still hurts! Did I train this well? I thought I was slacking off.

Dad called me today and asked me if I want to visit them and I agreed. It’s been more than a month since my last time.

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Dad keeps working, even though he’s kinda suffering from some health issues. We want him to go get checked but he wants to finish some work before doing it, and he’ll need to leave home for about 10 days for it, and after that hopefully he’ll be able to do it.

Fixed some bugs in uExpress and uWS and posted about uWS publicly. Switched Nekoweb to use uWS and all of my other sites and services. YeahServer was on average using 4% CPU and it went down to 1.5% after switch to uExpress, and that’s actually super cool.

Played Yume 2kki, we went through a pretty long expedition, which required a pretty clever 'hack’. The path required Drum to pass, but at the same time required you to not have it. Apparently if you make Drum your Favorite effect, you can equip it even after you remove it in trophy room. This allowed us to pass and get to the destination - Floating Brain World. It has another puzzle that requires some weird shenanigans, and that would unlock way to apparently the deepest world of Yume 2kki. But we stopped here as it’d require quite a lot of time and we got tired already.

I have no idea what did I do for the first half of the day.

Played more Yume 2kki. The slide is so fun :3

Continued optimizing uExpress. Apparently tseep is quite slow on initialization, so I switched Socket to use built-in event emitter, since there’s a ton of these being created. For long-running stuff it continues to be used. About 2k improvement.

Then I tried removing random parts from code to see for possible slow things and noticed that reading IP is literally 15k req/sec slower! I have no idea why, but res.getRemoteAddressAsText is super slow. I switched it to res.getRemoteAddress and made parsing it lazy and that improved speed by 5k. I really, really wanted to get that last 10k by somehow lazily reading IP but it seems quite literally impossible sadly.

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As I went to bed I got email that tests failed, and apparently they just hanged for 45 minutes, but I already published it to npm… Had to make Shy fix it for me while I’m in bed. Thankfully he did it and now I can rest.

The most unpleasing thing in coding uExpress is routing. At this point, I don’t really understand what I’m doing. I get ideas on how to improve/optimize it but I often just make guesses on how it’s supposed to work. It’s no longer code I fully understand.

Today I fixed route optimization after I refactored callbacks and also implemented optimization of Routers. I could only figure out how to optimize 1-level deep routers, but I think it’s enough for almost all applications.

Roommate invited his friends today, and they were talking loudly and seemingly having fun. I had 2 energy drinks in my fridge, and they disappeared. So they just drank my stuff without permission…

Walked through the entire path to Rainy Apartments again. We wanted to explore it a little bit more, and just enjoy the scenery again.