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A glimpse to how fucking bad things were. A punch to my chest. Physical pain from emotions/thoughts is such an interesting concept. I’m a very unemotional person IRL. I feel like physical pain is a response to me not actually showing any actual mental response to anxiety. Even during my most anxious times, I usually stay calm, yet I have this huge physical pain in my chest…
This was such an incredible reminder of how bad thinga were. I remember thinking that I might be exaggerating everything, but I know that my brain just got used to constant pain. Thank you for this reminder.