Feeling terrible.
███████████████████████████████████████, so I don’t know what to do at this point.
Spent the whole day doing mostly nothing again. I have no idea how days pass by so quickly. Coded a tiny bit of Diary, maybe got an idea for how I want it to look like, but it still needs actual implementation.
At the end of the day did JLPT test, ███████████████████████████████████████ and I got 59… This makes me want to cry. 2 years of learning and I still know fucking nothing. I’m just grinding useless words that I can’t even read outside of Anki and that’s it, no wonder I can’t even pass N5 after so long. I’m really so fucking bad at this, fuck. Fuck.