Went outside and ate Carbonara.

Then went to the anime shop and bought the best backpack in the world.

And called Taxi and went to vision clinic to check if I can undergo eye laser surgery. Went through a ton of tests, and finally saw the balloon thing for the first time in my life (even though I didn’t understand what exactly it was for).

After all the tests, doctor told me that I’m still pretty young and shouldn’t do it yet. She told me to start wearing contact lenses or glasses and comeback in 6 months and check if my eyesight is still at the same level.

Kinda disappointed. My eyesight seemingly haven’t really changed for the past like 6 years. But at the same time, I’m still kinda scared to do it so I guess if they made me not do it then I won’t push through it.

Went to the closest optics and asked for contact lenses. They told me to get checked by their own doctor (despite me already having huge detailed analysis of my eyes), and told me to come tomorrow. Ok. Went home.

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I’ve decided to do laser eye surgery. I want to have good sight when I start traveling and enjoying the world. Scheduled an appointment in a clinic.

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Then we went to gym. After gym we ate at restaurant and I went home.

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Is this what they call life?

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Parents called me telling they’ll come and visit me and see the apartment for themselves. I got up and cleaned it a little, and then they came over. As expected, they liked it just like I did. We then went to shop for more stuff that I need.

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Went to bazaar and bought a rug to be under my chair, so that it doesn’t move as easily. Then went to █████████████ and bought a ton of stuff, some for me and some for them. It started snowing.

I bought stuff for kitchen, a vacuum robot, a soft chair thingy, a dryer, and a bunch of more lil things. After that went to █████████████ and bought bedsheets and food.

Then we went to parents home.

This is the most perfect time of the day. I love when it’s snowing and sky is blue like this. It’s only happening briefly when sun is already about to set.

We sorted what we bought, and unpacked things I bought for parents while leaving what I bought for myself in the car. I walked for a bit on the street and suddenly my cat saw me and came to me. We then walked a bit more with him on my hands.

After eating, my brother brought me back home. We set up the roomba and kept getting shocked that alien technology like this even exists. It first scanned the entire apartment and then I made it clean it, which it did in about a hour.

Got my soft chair thingamabob in front of the panorama window. It’s really the perfect place to sit with a laptop and enjoy the view.

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Brother left me and I hopped on my computer. The chair I bought 2 days ago is kinda bad after all. It’s not very comfortable to sit straight and it makes my hands not being able to be in proper position for typing. Uguu…

Just watched YouTube and coded bot. Then showered, felt lonely and sad, and went to sleep.

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Unpackaged my bags of clothes and other stuff. Went to supermarket with brother and then ate Carbonara.

Got home and rested. Unpacked my computer bags.

Not as cozy as my previous setup, that’s for sure. The desk is also too high. It’s not comfortable for me to place hands on it.

Made peak food, coded the bot a bit, rested and went to bed.

Woke up feeling rested yet really sleepy. Checked the clock - it was 9 AM, meaning I slept for 8 hours. For the first time in a long time.

It’s a very nice feeling knowing you don’t have to go anywhere and you’re in apartment all for yourself. Nobody to bother you. I took my time and then went outside to get breakfast. Now restaurants are super close to me, so I won’t have to order food much.

Spent the time in bakery writing diary page for yesterday. Croissants were really good.

Went back home and got a message from ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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Brother came to me and I explained to him the situation. We were both not sure what to do. Suddenly it started to snow a lot.

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The panorama windows are sooo beautfiul in this apartment. I would just lay on floor and look at the snowfall for a while if we didn’t have to go do more shopping and moving.

We went to finally buy a chair. Purchase succeeded this time and we then went to shop for food and other necessities. After that we came back to apartment and brought the chair and stuff in. Roommate finally came over too and we just talked and ate for a while.

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We then prepared my bed. Fluffy soft sheetssss.

I showered for the first time in the apartment and went to bed.

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Walked to the apartment and met brother and realtor. Had to wait for a while for person with keys to show up, and then we were in the apartment.

We started to look at every lil broken thing in it, to document everything so that it doesn’t get blamed on me. The owner is sadly too perfectionist. Even the tiniest scratch makes her a bit mad, so I fear that living with landlord like that might suck.

Then, I got the contract. Read everything, it was fine. Signed it. Paid for everything. Got keys. It’s mine now!

Had to hurry to the exchanger before it closed. When we got there, we realized that the door was closed and had a notice on door saying that exchanger is closed. We got confused for a bit, and thought that I got scammed or that we came too late.

But then we noticed that there’s a button nearby the door. We pressed it, and a girl answered asking us what we came here for. We got stunned, but told that we are here to exchange money. She asked who we came here. More confusion. I checked the message I got from the site. It told to tell that we came to Angelina. We told her that we came to Angelina, and the door opened. Crazy level of conspiration. The interior looked like a common bank.

She then asked who initiated the exchange. The thing is, I used some extremely dumb username on the site like «aueaaeauo» and I had to say that IRL, and while I was doing it we all started to laugh. Then she put the money in counting machine, and I finally received my cash. We recounted it and went out.

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We then went to buy a chair, but couldn’t do it because I didn’t have UAH cash and they didn’t have a banking terminal, and they told us to come tomorrow when they get a terminal.

We were hungry, so we made a plan to order food to my new place and invite my roommate there to eat and show him the new apartment. We called him and ordered Sushi. After a little while, he came, but apparently he was busy with something so we had to put Sushi in the fridge and come with him to help him with car and also carry my stuff.

We came to my old apartment, my brother helped him with car while I started taking my stuff to bags. I don’t have that much stuff. All my belongings could be fit in 5 bags. We took around 3/4 of everything and brought it to the new apartment, and decided to get the rest tomorrow. Finally got to eat food. Roommate didn’t join us because he wasn’t in the mood.

After a bit of unpacking and talking, brother went home. Just like my first move, felt really melancholic. Maybe a bit lonely. But eventually I fell asleep.

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Probably was the fanciest restaurant I’ve been yet. Got Risotto and Duck with pear. Everything was really good.

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Didn’t take much time between me getting up and me being driven to the apartment.

Took a short drive, and arrived to the building, where we met the realtor. After a short talk and ride on the elevator, we were in.

The apartment looked great! I was definitely not disappointed in it. Pretty much the same as it was on the photos. And what’s important, it actually has a computer table, although it’s on the balcony. But overall I really liked it.

With not much hesistation, I said that I want to rent it. The realtor videocalled the owner and gave her phone to me. The owner was suprisingly an older lady. For some reason, because apartment looked modern, I expected the owner to be young too, but I guess not.

She told me that the previous tenant was awful, kept partying and inviting people and drinking, and she had to order cleaning service and fix a bunch of things. She was suspicious of me, and hoped that I wasn’t like this too. She said that she wants that the apartment would get checked every month, which kinda sucks. I understand her, but I for sure don’t like the prospect of being monitored this often. But I guess it is what it is.

So it looks like I’ll be moving in in 2 days! Moving all my stuff will for sure be annoying, but whatevs. After this, we went to the restaurant.

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Got home when it was already dark. It was really cold outside.

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Felt very sad and anxious for the first part of the day. Brother left job early, and came over and told me that we should go to gym today. I didn’t sleep enough, so I was really sleepy and told him that I’m gonna sleep more and we should go at our usual time.

Then he went out to do whatever he needed to do, while I did my usual morning routine (and didn’t sleep since), and then got up and started my day.

Continued being sad for the most part. At 6 PM brother called me telling me to get ready, so after 5 minutes I was in the car going to the gym. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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Moon was looking sharp today, with Venus behind. It was snowing a little bit.

We went to the pool today. After swimming for a bit, we finally decided to go to the "hot area", which includes hot tubs kinda stuff.

We went inside the Jacuzzi. It was my first time ever, and it was for sure great to chill after all the anxiety.

After that we went into Finnish Sauna and then went for some other things I forgot name of. It was really really nice, especially given that I was feeling anxious before.

When we came back from the gym, we found a surprise on our car 🐈 🐾

We didn’t even bother cleaning it. Went to a restaurant after.

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It was snowing at night.

Slept for 12 hours today. Went back home from parents.

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Got up a little late, and dad picked me up. We got our food ready and started eating at around 7 PM.

Pat my cat a lot.

After that went back in my room and continued writing my new blog post. I was a little sleepy, but sleeping right now would be a crime.

Parents called me to get downstairs, since president started speaking to the nation. It was 20 minutes before new year.

A lot of words. About war, courage, peace, death and everything else that happened.

Well, it’s the end of the year. Let’s summarize the events.

• Launched Nekoweb
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• Froze Whispy
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• Finally got medical examination, relieved some of my worries
• Tried various anti-anxiety medications. Most stopped working or had too bad side effects, so stopped doing all. But after doing them all I feel much better! Makes me appreciate my hyperactiveness too because I’m so productive
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It was a good year. Certainly much better than 2023. Hopefully 2025 will be finally the year of peace and freedom. I also aim to make a million dollars in 2025!!! Happy new year to everyone who’s reading this, even though the earliest you could read it will be in February…

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Roommate brought 2 tiny hamsters and told to look after them, and he’ll gift them to his girlfriend in a couple of hours. They’re pretty cute, even though one of them pooped on my hand.

Funnily enough, her girlfriend didn’t really appreciate the gift I think. This is why I don’t think gifting pets is a good idea, unless the person specifically said they want them. It’s a big responsibility to care for a pet.

Determination.

I’m so determined to make a million dollars, its kinda comical at this point. My friends and random people probably associate me with a million dollars at this point because I just can’t stop talking about it. Every day I’m trying new things to get closer to it, and I’m slowly but surely succeeding. I’m always certain that I’ll make a million dollars soon.

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After gym, went to restaurant and ate some yummies.

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Then got back home and took a nap.

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Realtor called me and told me that apartment I was interested (see December 13 page) in is now free, and now just needs cleaning service! I’ll probably be able to see it at the end of the week, yayy!

Went to supermarket with brother and bought a tonnnn of various yummy things.

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When we came out of supermarket, it was snowing!!! Christmas is SO saved!!! Somehow this is rare nowadays.

Went to parents after.

House welcomed me with Christmas tree and cat lurking from above.

We prepared for Svyatvechir («Holy Dinner»).

Everything was tasty and good. Then we ate some candies.

And I went to my room. After a little while my dad brought me cat :3

I fell asleep at 0:00 but since that’s much earlier than I usually go to sleep, I woke up 1.5 hours later. I went downstairs to pee and had the most expensive midnight snack.

Surprisingly, cat didn’t run away when I went downstairs, so I opened the window and got back into cozy bed.

Even though it’s really cold, I always open my window just because I can’t feel cozy without it also being cold while I’m under blanket.

Merry Christmas!

Legs still hurt from gyming a day ago. I told brother telling that I don’t want to go to gym today because of this, but he insisted we go and that I should just train hands instead. We kinda argued for a while, but because he’s usually really forceful we ended up going.

The overall mood was pretty bad. We kept arguing about random stuff. After a hour of training we went home, in the same bad mood. I just listened to music in my earphones.

When I got driven home, I’ve decided to walk a little and get some groceries. It was restful, especially with chill music in my ears.

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Good stuff (must suck not being able to see it) \/

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Tried 99% chocolate for the first time. It’s bitter. I don’t really like it, but regardless, I always wanted to try as many chocolate %’s as possible. After all these experiments that lasted for a year, I think I can say that I like 70% chocolate the most.