Had to wake up early today to go to the hospital. Got my leg’s arteries scanned, and they are seemingly fine. After that I went to rheumatologist and told about coldness in feet. It seems that I almost definitely don’t have Reynolds Syndrome, which is good. What’s much more likely is that it’s just because my legs are fucked up from being clubfoot and blood circulation is a bit worse there. She told me to get more analyses to check, but honestly I don’t really see the point anymore. Just spending more money on analyses and doctor visits only to be told that "yeah you really don’t have it". So it looks like I’m finally done with my hospital visits.
I can’t stop being happy about anxiety meds. They actually work, and work really well. Unlike quetiapine, which I feel like didn’t do anything at all. Now I can actually do things without being absolutely terrified and don’t feel bad everyday.
My legs still hurt from the gym 2 days ago, which is good. Muscles are developing I guess.
After I got home I fell asleep and slept for 5 more hours.
Decided to finish Declarative responses in Ultimate Express today.